currently ---------------- NEET extreme (crisis) and literally no one gaf
i genuinely have porn bot followers that fw me harder than most of my irls
i⡡⠔ ⠁d༻⋆。.o ໒✧˚n ༘⣦── ⟢ ・⸝⸝ৎ ⋆。˚⣦꒰ྀིh´ ⊱i ۫n ׅ ✧k˘ ꒱ྀིm ⡶´꒰ྀིo ໒꒱ིྀs∇`'')♡⣦ ୧⋆ ˚。 m⋆o u ˚。s⋆⣦°. ⡶⋆n♱⡶y⣦⠶ o⠒f⠘ y⣡o⣦⣴u⠢⡌ ⡶⠁c⡡⣦⠔u⠁⡶༻⋆.l ໒✧˚l ༘y 𝜗ৎ ⋆。˚ f꒰ྀིw´ ⊱ m ۫⠘ ׅ ✧˘ ꒱ྀིo ⡶´꒰ྀིr ໒꒱ིྀ w∇`'')♡h⡶i do/create/enjoyetc⋆。𖦹 .
i⋆⣦ ˚。s ⭑ ᕗ^₎♡ b── ⟢ ・⸝⸝⠘୨⋆。⠘︵ ๑ ⊹ ˚n 𓇼 ⡶ ˚。⋆ f°.u ⋆༺c♱⡶k⣦⠶i✫⠒n⠘g⣡ d⣦⣴⠘⠢⡌c⡶a⡡d⠔⠘⡶ a༻⋆.n ໒✧˚d ༘ y 𝜗ৎ ⋆。˚o꒰ྀིu´ ⊱' ۫r ׅ ✧⠘˘ ` ꒱ྀི⡶✫ ⡶´꒰ྀི✫l ໒꒱ིྀl∇`'')♡ s⠘ill loser n⡶e⣦s⋆。𖦹 .
t⋆h ˚。e ⭑ ᕗ^₎♡ r⣙⠄⢊⡽e୨⋆。'♰༻ ˚s 𓇼 n ˚。⋆ o°✫✫. e ⋆༺l♱⡶o⣦⠶q⠒u⠘e⣡n⣦⣴t⠢⡌ w⠁a⡡y⠔ o⠁f༻⋆. ໒✧˚r ༘e 𝜗ৎ ⋆。˚a꒰ྀིl´ ⊱l ۫y ׅ ✧ s˘ ` a ꒱ྀིy a´꒰ྀིi✫ ໒꒱ིྀn∇`'')♡g it b✫uti( ꩜ ᯅ ꩜;)dontreal. ✧˚₊lyenjoyta₊˚⊹ᰔlki° .° .𓇬⠀˖⠀n*₊g to you anymore⋆。𖦹 .
n⋆⡶ ˚。g ⭑ ᕗ^₎♡ ⡶⣙⠄⢊⡽⡶୨⋆。i ˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈♡˚v 𓇼⠘ ˚。⋆ ⡶°.n ⋆༺d♱⡶ ⡶⣦⠶f⠒r⠘⡶⣡i⣦⣴d⠢⡌ ⣦⠁o⡡ l⠔i⠁v༻⋆.⠘ ໒✧˚ 2 ༘4 𝜗ৎ ⋆。˚/꒰ྀི7´ ⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧˘ ` ꒱ྀི*₊ .𖥔 ݁
e⋆n ˚。j ⭑ ᕗ^₎♡ o⣙⠄✫⢊・✫⡽y୨⋆。 y𖦹 ˚ou ˚。⋆r°. l ⋆༺o♱⡶l⣦⠶✫c⠒o⠘w⣡s⋆ ✧r⠢⡌⠘⡶⠔r⡶d༻⋆.s ໒✧˚ .
⣦⋆h ˚。⡶ ⭑ ᕗ^₎♡ n⣙⠄⢊⡽k୨⋆。 y*₊( ˶°ㅁ°) !!o 𓇼u ˚✫。⋆ f°.o ⋆༺r♱⡶ g˙ᗜ˙⣦⠶⠘⠒n⠘u⣡i⣦⣴n⠢⡌⠘⡶ l⡡y⠔ f⠁u༻⋆.c ໒✧˚k ༘i ✫𝜗ৎ ⋆。˚n꒰ྀིg´ ⊱ n ۫o ׅ ✧⣦˘ ` ꒱ྀིh・ ⡶´꒰ྀིi ໒꒱ིྀn∇`'')♡g⋆。𖦹 .
( w⋆o ˚。n ⭑ ᕗ^₎♡ ⣦⣙⠄⢊⡽ ⠘୨⋆。v𖦹 ˚⠘ 𓇼n ˚。⋆ s°.⠘ ⋆༺⠘♱⡶ ⣦⠶hi--⠘s⣡ ⡶⣦⣴n⠢⡌y⠁w⡡⡶⠔y⠁s༻⋆.u⋆g ˚。u ⭑ ᕗ^・・・・₎♡ y⣙⠄⢊⡽s୨⋆。 h*₊ ˚⡶ 𓇼v ˚。⋆⠘°. n ⋆༺⡶♱⡶ g⣦⠶i⠒v⠘⣦n⣦⣴ ⡶⠢⡌ s⠁h⡡i⠔⡶⠁ a༻⋆.b ໒✧˚o ༘u 𝜗ৎ ⋆。˚⣦꒰ྀི ⊱⣦・・ ۫h ׅ ✧⠘ ` ꒱ྀི w ⡶´˚✧ ゚꒰ྀི⠘ ໒꒱ིྀb∇`'')♡ site
⡶⋆n ˚。d ⭑ ᕗ^₎♡ i⣙⠄⢊⡽f୨⋆。 u𖦹*₊˚ d 𓇼o ˚。⋆ l°.o ⋆༺l♱⡶ ⣦⠶h⠒⡶⠘n⣡k⣦⣴ u⠢⡌ f*₊⡶o⡡r⠔⡶hat finally) (𝗼˳★)
anyways
i got extremely burnt and have been in crisis mode for a month, despite it also being the most relaxing month i've had in easily two years
it feels really awful, the two extremes
also to note, i put out a new tape/album/mix/thing under the new alias 2008 life crisis, and i'm really proud of it.
a release with a proper length (33:04) and weighing in at 16 tracks, it's a fun compilation of the past 6 months of me honing in what my sound is. i love the sp404.
surely hope will be reinstated within the next loose pocket. starting a new job next week, portland trip on the docket, chinese new year (which i am totally adopting since my first snippet of the year was a fucking bust), and a bunch of new music i will be using to cope with the continued state of disruption i find myself residing in. ╮ (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.) ╭
my favorites from this year ^_^
アトゥダラル僻地 - Hammer Head Shark
wonderful painting from a house venue hallway
distracted me from my piss venture
came to a full stop to scan this bastard
lain figure came in, had to do a photoshoot
holeposting
new decor
my aunt's basement smells like 1000 year old cat piss and rotting cardboard
dream + bonus dream